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Dream Passionately
Love Completely
I just don’t understand why it is so hard to find a decent job in this area. Or in any area for that matter.
I just want a job where I can contribute and be a worthwhile member of something. I don’t want to be your lackey, I don’t want to run to the copier every five minutes. I want a REAL job where I am useful as a person, you know, with a brain.
The most unremarkable things occur when were looking for something remarkable. The issue with this is that when were searching for something it will most often not come about, however when we are most comfortable, the things we don’t want to change have a funny way of doing just that.
I sit here with no one else to speak to with a lot of different things weighing on my mind. I have a lot of wonderful people in my life, however sometimes I just find it exhausting being around any of them. I always feel like I’m acting. Lately even with my boyfriend I feel like any correspondence is tiring and I just don’t want to put the energy in. Being long distance with zero time to visit one another also helps with this. However, when we do get to see each other it always feels as though something is off. There’s some disconnect, it’s like we don’t know each other anymore. Never the less I cannot imagine not having him in my life, it causes me physical stress to even imagine that possibility.
I wonder then about how quickly I might sink into another depression. I have given my two weeks at my current place of work and have begun to feel that same nag of urgency. I have a deep desire to be sure that I have another job lined up for as soon as I return from my trip because I’m terrified of what might happen if I don’t. I can’t fall down that well again, I’m really afraid I won’t be able to come back.
Then again I wonder why I don’t just remain in Europe. I really don’t have much to come back to. Any friends I have aren’t in this area, and on second thought might not be that good of friends anyway. So if I was to just not return from Europe I really don’t think it would cause too much upset.
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Only the best get crowned!
Oh Dwight, you are the best thing to happen to the US version of The Office. The dryly wry second-in-command at the Scranton office of Dunder Mifflin is famous for his obscure knowledge and comically literal interpretation of… well… everything. And so the Dwight Schrute meme was born:
(Source: runt-of-the-web)
Horrible Bosses Out Tomorrow -
I cannot wait to go see this tomorrow. I honestly hope it’s better than Bad Teacher was. Bad Teacher seriously let me down because they didn’t utilize the actors that they had and the jokes have all been heard before.
“Forgive your enemies but never forget their names”
